Senses Working Overtime

Being away last week was really rougher than I remember it being. I can't even tell you how much I missed you. I think you think I just say those things, but I really spent most of my time counting the minutes and hours until I saw you again. I can't imagine how I did that for the better part of 4 years.

I had an odd phenomenon take place when I finally saw you. One that seemed weird at the time and over the days since I have been home seems stronger and stronger. It is likely why I can't keep my hands off you right now.

When I walked in the door I knew I missed you, but when we hugged I was overwhelmed with your scent. It was amazing. It was like an overpowering reminder that I hadn't smelled you in days. I know it isn't your perfume or haircare products that I smelled, it was your scent. Like a rush of pheromones coming over me as we hugged. A sweet and gentle aroma that drives me wild. I found myself over the past few days doing whatever I can to "sniff" you. Even the thought of it right now is driving me nuts.

The other thing I found that I missed was your soft touch. You have an amazing sense of touch with your hands. It is soft, it is sensual and it also drives me nuts. I love the feel of your fingertips on the back of my neck, I love the way you hand feels when I hold it in mine and even the softness of your feet feels good right now. Not feeling that touch for 4 days really made me yearn for your touch.

The last thing isn't a sense so much. Since I got back, I have noticed that your eyes have taken on a new color. They have an amazing blue tint to them right now that they have never had at anytime in the past. I know they have changed colors over the years, but they have never taken on a color so blue. I really can't get enough of looking at them - I think I have told you 50 times in the past few days how amazing your eyes look, now you know why.

I guess after 22 years together I can get addicted to certain aspects of you. I assume these are 3 of them. How lucky am I to have such an amazing woman in my life. One I am still so attracted to in so many ways. It is likely why I can't stop touching you right now.

I guess this means you should likely sleep with one pretty blue eye open, if you know what I mean.

You're the world to me. I love you more than anything in the world.