I would have made you up....

I hope this makes up for missing an update last week, but at the time it just didn't feel like you needed a blog entry form me. So this week I wrote you a poem of sorts.

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If you weren't real, I would have made you up

If I hadn't found you, I would have never stopped looking
If I hadn't kissed you, my lips would still be numb
If I hadn't fallen in love with you, My heart would still be empty

If you weren't real, I would have made you up

If I'd never seen you, my eyes would still be sore
If I hadn't felt you, my hands would still be cold
If I hadn't had time with you, I wouldn't know what it was to miss someone

If you weren't real, I would have made you up

I would have picked those eyes, so I could see perfection at any time
I would have shaped those curves, so I could hold you in that way
I would have made you that kind of warm, so i would never be cold
I would have made your arms the exact length they are, so they fit around me perfectly

If you weren't real, I would have made you up

Your voice would sound just like it does, so when i heard "I love you" it would always sound perfect
You would smell just like you do, so that I always could find something sweet
You would taste just like you do, so that when I rested my lips on your body it would always taste perfect
You would sleep just the way you do, so that when I needed to find an angel I would know just where one was

If you weren't real, I would have made you up

I would have made you so funny, so that when I needed to smile I always had someone to amuse me
I would have made you so smart, so that when I needed challenged you could question me
I would have made you so charming, so all of my friends would be in awe of the person with me
I would have made you so beautiful, so that everyone noticed you wherever I went

Lucky for me, you found me
Even luckier for me, I found you
Because had I made you up, no one would have believed such a perfect being existed
Because had I made you up, people would have asked me to do it again and again

If you weren't real, I would have made you up

Lucky for me, I didn't have to

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You're the world to me. I love you more than anything in the world.