Censored: Its about "SEX"

It happens more often than you think sweetie. Those moments where I catch that glimpse of you and it is all I can do to keep my hands off you. Sometimes its the eyes, sometimes the curves, sometimes the smile, sometimes the way you move....it is always something. So this blog entry is essentially not for the young children to read, because it is some thoughts about how sexy you are to me.

I guess I am pretty lucky. After 21 years together (recently celebrated first date) I still get incredibly jazzed thinking of you. There are so many little things I am appreciative of in this area. So without getting graphic I figured I would share them with you.

First there is your sex appeal. You know you have it. I especially like that part. I like even more when you choose to use it. You could pretty get me anytime you turn on the sex appeal. Smiling just right, moving just right, kissing me just right. You know all the triggers and suddenly I am jello with desire. If you ever can use your "control" this is the one area. I mean seriously how many things have we purchased on the "you can have sex any time you want line"? I still fall for it, because frankly the thought of having it is often worth whatever I am deciding to trade for it.

Lets talk about the kissing. Wow. It took about 5 hours into our first date for me to figure this one out. One kiss and I was done. You seem to have this amazing softness with your kiss. A sweet taste in your kiss. I never feel closer to you than when we kiss. If you really don't do a good job of openly showing your emotion, you should know that you can't hide it when you kiss me. In the history of kissing couples, we rank number one. I have officially confirmed this with a number of academic sources - each agrees with me. It's official. I don't say "I Love the kissing" for nothing honey, I LOVE the kissing.

Without getting graphic, we should talk quickly about the sex. In 20+ years we have certainly completely figured each other out. We know each other so well. Yet you have always found ways to make it better. I know you do that for me. To make me happy. It makes it even better. It turns out that many couples lose this after 20 years. Some turn to gross kinky stuff, some turn to affairs. Yet we have not done either. We keep making something good better and yet still keep it within limits of true love. another perfect aspect of our relationship.

So I guess I may not have made my point. I don't know. But you have to know how amazed I am by you and how sexy I find you. It goes way deeper than just physical, so much is just what we have between us. It remains an important part of us and I truly love that.

You're the world to me. I love you more than anything in the world.