The Feeling I Get Sometimes

I have these periods where I just feel so in love with you. I just can't stop wanting to kiss you, hold your hand, smell you or be close to you. It is often quite overwhelming - makes me miss you dearly. Even sometimes makes me shirk responsibility (aka work I have to accomplish) to get home to you. I have had that feeling the past 2 days or so.

I want so badly for this whole move and next phase of our lives to be perfect. I want to have great times, great memories and great friends. I want this to be our time together to grow older (not old) and truly take the opportunity to enjoy each others company for many many years. We have had some fun so far, but I can't wait until we have some "normal" time. So far it has been mostly hectic back and forth to Madison, get ready for the cruise, get ready for visitors time, etc. It will be nice when we have dinner, movies, tv nights and relaxation together (although this week has been really nice).

I really enjoyed the drive back from Madison listening to your iPod, waiting for our songs to come on, knowing that the more i heard them the more I wish I listened to them more often and the more they remind me of how I feel about you. It sure beat hearing the same 10 songs on Sirius over and over again.

I love you so much. I simply can't tell you how much. I can't even find a song that tells me how much. So I hope you feel it in my attention to you over the past few days. I just want you to feel how important you are to me.

You're the world to me. I love you more than anything in the world.