Sex Appeal

My love, this is THE post that likely needs to be censored for adult content. But here goes.

I was thinking today that it must be odd for a husband to still have such strong desire for his wife after more than 20 years together. In virtually every movie you see couples who for one reason or another find a new shiny object of their affections after that long. And somehow, the movies make it seem normal or common. So likely that is the norm and what I feel is the exception.

I walked by a lingerie store today and all that really struck me was, "man I should go in there and buy something 'sexy' for my wife". Then it kind of occurred to me that it really would be more of a gift for me and not for you, so I just kept walking. Of course, I have now spent the past 90 minutes thinking how amazing you might look in whatever I was going to buy. And likely it is what got me thinking.

I still think you are sexy, you have an amazing sex appeal about you. Proper curves. Perfect smile. Crazy sexy eyes. Alluring scent. All the things I find attractive. All things that are "just you". It is often a bit overwhelming for me. But I guess you know that better than anyone.

So I guess it shouldn't surprise you that I constantly want to touch you. Or that I always want to kiss you and that despite your objections I can't just have it be a "kiss". My hands roam no matter how hard I try to have them not do so. When you are as attracted to someone as much as I am you, you really can't control yourself. I swear.

I, of course, blame you for all of this. It isn't my fault, it's yours. And thus you can't get mad at me if I pout when I can't have you. You put me in this situation. All on you. You are the elixir I need.

So there you have it, it is how I spent the past 90 minutes of my day. "Thinking" of you.

You're the world to me. I love you more than anything in the world.