Thursday, September 10, 2009

Rough NIght

Sorry you had such a rough night. I hung up the phone just now knowing that you were tired, sad and frustrated. And yet here I sit a virtual million miles away from were I should be. Right next to you. Easing your pain, making things right, holding you until you feel back asleep.

Friday better be the best day of our lives. Because I can't let what happened tonight happen again.

I feel like a ghost in your world when things like that happen. Like I let you down. Like I didn't or couldn't do anything to help. You should never have to have that sound in your voice. I should be there to protect you.

I am truly sorry I wasn't. I would have stayed on that phone for hours waiting for you to fall asleep if you would have wanted me to.

You're the world to me. I love you more than anything in the world.

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